sat 03.07.09

the space inside is larger than what I see out
people swirl around me
I am untouched
unmoved today
I am in my own world
hidden behind an open door
in full flashing colour
invisible
while they look around them
wondering why they feel incomplete
while looking through closed eyes
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track
swirling around me
others lives, I am removed
riding the cold wind

solid
who are these people?
I have never felt part of
their world is not mine

rise
hot sun on my back
opens my spine to the sky
searing hot release

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things are not as gloomy as they sound
I was out for a few hours today
thrown in with a large group of people
I am always fascinated
by how we/people interact with each other
our separate views of the same world
I love the differences and discrepancies
and occasional synchronicity
the unexpected connections
that you feel to your very core
as you find lost parts
of yourself